In my next life I want to be reincarnated as your spine so I can know how you felt whenever you tried so hard to stand up after life left you so crippled, every time.
I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.
”are you seriously wearing no makeup?” “thats why you look tired” “you let yourself go” “your hair looked prettier before you cut it” “your boobs and butt arent big enough” “wow your thighs” “are those scars” “you’d be prettier if-“
also cant stop thinking about that quote “people don’t listen they just wait for their turn to talk”. how true man. how sad as well. you know when someone really listens to you and how appreciated and worthy and great you feel like that should be a feeling felt way more often and its not even hard to create. I know i’m definitely gonna be trying to listen more